Wow one month since I returned to Canada, time has flown by so quickly. What have I learned about myself? That I love being outside, I love animals, I love freedom, I love the truth and I love myself. Most especially I love you guys, my community, my friends, and my Soul Healers Club. There is one main theme to this article: Home (home to yourself, home to others, home is where the heart is and there's no place like home) I mean I was away in South America for 6 months, many times I felt homesick, then I would pause and reflect on what that actually was. That was my comfort zone again, wanting to be placated and catered to. This was my time for adventure, after being a single parent for 20 years. No kids, no home, no car, no responsibility for the first time in my life. And I was freaking out, or y ego was freaking out trying to control the situation, trying to control everything, reaching and grabbing at straws for any type of assurance that I was safe, I was stable, I was secure